it’s been a month, i am getting better. even though i still seeing you around, but the pain is merging away from me. but it doesn’t mean i don’t care anymore, i still care about you. still thinking about you, it just won’t kill me anymore. i am learning to live with this constant missing of you, and try to be happy being here without you. please forgive me for stop talking to you, let’s not initiate any more confusions or tears. we will be ok, may God’s grace surround us as always.