Dear,

today i was looking at my green card and i realized that it will expire after two more years, which means by that time i will be here for 10 full years. and then i wondered, what have i done in these 10 years? I have learned a lot, but not enough; experienced some and looking forward to experience more. My mom told me I should start to apply for citizenship after i come back, then it reminded me of Shun. He said “It’s ok that u r not citizen right now, you will be one after we get married.” He really thought of marrying me seriously. He loved me, but we are no longer suitable for each other. It’s unfortunate that one person is so close to be perfect, and there is just one thing keeping us away. It had happened twice.

I am leaving on the 22nd of this month, back to Beijing. Hopefully will see Emma there. I need some time to be with myself. This will be a great journey, I am looking forward to it.

Vicky