dear,

today i just realized what i have lost – my pride.  i miss the old me, the one who is confident, have so much pride, and hope for myself. i really believed i could do anything if i wanted to. and i just realized i still can. why can’t i?

i still have my dream, i can’t find an excuse why i can’t achieve it!

i will do what i want to do, and i will try the hardest to make it happen!

thank you God, for taking care of me regardless of my shape.